Quote I am prone to envy. It is one of my three...

Envy, greed, and rage are like old friends that have been with me for as long as I can remember. They are my default emotions, the ones that come easily and often cloud my judgment. Envy, in particular, is a feeling that I struggle with constantly. It's like a green monster that lurks in the shadows, waiting to pounce on any opportunity to make me feel inadequate or resentful of others.

Greed is another emotion that I am all too familiar with. It's the insatiable desire for more, the never-ending quest for material possessions or status. It's a constant battle to keep this hunger in check and not let it consume me entirely.

Rage is like a fire that burns within me, ready to erupt at any moment. It's a powerful emotion that can be both destructive and empowering. I have learned to channel my anger into productive outlets, but it's still a struggle to keep it from overwhelming me.

Despite these negative emotions, I have also experienced moments of compassion and generosity. They are like fleeting glimpses of light in the darkness, moments of clarity and connection with others. However, these moments are rare and often overshadowed by the more dominant emotions of envy, greed, and rage.

It's interesting to note that these moments of compassion and generosity usually occur when I am drunk. It's as if alcohol has the power to temporarily lift the veil of negativity that usually clouds my mind and allows me to see the world in a different light. Unfortunately, these moments are fleeting, and I have little memory of them once the alcohol wears off.

Despite my struggles with envy, greed, and rage, I am hopeful that I can cultivate more moments of compassion and generosity in my life. I know that it will require effort and self-reflection, but I believe that it is possible to overcome my default emotions and embrace a more positive outlook on life.